Story Time: “Second Best”


contemplations and life observations, one day I'll be published / Wednesday, March 10th, 2004

I’m sick of feeling second best
It’s time to put it to the test

Why should I care if I’m not a priority

It’s you who needs to change

I used to put you before everyone else

And I didn’t care that I got nothing back

But now another’s opened my eyes

And I can’t live anymore lies

I used to be important

You used to fucking care

But ever since I left that day

You seemed to disappear

I refuse to feel bad

For finally feeling good

And if you’re too immature to deal

Then screw you, that’s how I feel.

I’ve been playing second best

When I should be first

I just couldn’t see what I was doing wrong

Why was I born with the “whatever you want” curse?

I know you didn’t mean it

But I’ve finally had enough

I’m sick of compromising

my love for your lust

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